癌细胞?
3/17/2012 @ 08:03
之前lynas的事情闹得热烘烘我淡然,完全没有理会,事不关己似的
心想,可能是一些不环保的东西吧
看到也不想去理,因为向来对政治没有兴趣
直到几天前和陈陆东还有电脑老师一起喝茶
讨论到稀土的严重性和重要性
一知半解的我开始发现这个问题是作为马来西亚公民的我们必须重视的
稀土含有17种重要的元素
这些重要的元素可以制成日常生活中的许多产品
需求量和售价特高
但是由于提炼过程很危险,有非常高的机率会释放出放射性物质
危害人类健康
我发现这已经不是环不环保的问题
它是个随时会危害人民健康的定时炸弹
长久以来,那一带的居民的患癌指数一定增高
马来西亚政府居然为了赚取更多而在我国建厂
还因为自己国家的稀土不多而从澳洲进口
然后再提炼
简直是把炸弹搬进家园
为什么别的国家不建稀土厂?
只有中国建?因为它们不像中国那样黑心
马来西亚想步中国后尘吗?哼
感觉我们未来将会是一个污染严重的国家
然后任由别的国家操控的稀土提炼厂(毕竟我国的稀土不是自给的,所以还是没有操控权)
我可以逃离马来西亚
但是我的家人还留在这里
移民不是说要就可以的
唉。。。真担心马来西亚的未来
也对政府更失望
虽然对政治一窍不通
但是我知道,一个不懂得注重人民健康的政府绝对不是好政府。
看看有没有机会叫阿朱参加413的绿色行动3.0
突然想起陈陆东的一句话,人类真是地球的癌细胞。
17/3/12
@ 06:50
17/3/12 六 晴这个星期学校放假
可是时间过得很快
一下子整个星期就快过完了
不知道需要应付考试的学弟妹们准备得如何?
整个礼拜虽然有一些不如愿的事情(比如说那个温柔的强势的人= =)
可是却让我明白到
我们始终是打工族
还是要看着别人的脸色做事,不能为所欲为的
但是我会努力偷懒的!
留更多私人空间给自己睡觉、看书和读物理xD
当然啦,这个礼拜也有值得纪念的事情
比如说星期三那天
我和婷和菁一起去viva home的书展
在那里买了两本书,一本是时间简史,
另一本是《相约星期二》,这本书我们一人买一本叻
经洪燕芬介绍,我在翻开第一页后,就觉得这本书不一般
它将教会我许多,值得买下来珍藏
可是我现在还没有看
太贪心了啦!今年下来买了很多书都还没有看完><
我在那里也看了许多画册呢,至少有5本
发现自己真的很喜欢画册
对了,我还记得那天欣婷穿有帽子的衣服,给我一直作弄
哈哈,太好玩了!我想她以后也不会在我面前穿这个衣吧?哈哈
到了星期四
我就请了假去renew passport
知道为什么吗?
因为我真的确定去印度比赛了!
好像发梦一样,本来以为没有了的,因为一直没有消息
可是却又收到了通知!
我知道我不够聪明也不够厉害
有这个学习的机会我已经很开心了!
至于马来西亚,对不起了!无法为你增光>< 嘻嘻
我会尽力就是了!
我要好好收拾心情,要更加专注了
刘佳晴加油!!
然后今天去KLCC的教育展问NTU关于入学手续方面的问题
最近真的好多东西要处理了
不可以再懒了
最近在看秘密花园
啊。。。玄彬好帅好帅好帅
如果我是吉罗琳的话,我一定会被他迷死 X.X
吉罗琳也很帅,整套戏都很好看! <3
看完之后长期内我不会再上网看电视剧了,发誓发誓!
5/3/12
3/05/2012 @ 07:29
deadline逼近,无法做出选择的我终究要踏出一步先是拒绝了HKUST.
因为想清楚了
那天妈妈像我提议要不要问问NTU能不能转系,从physics转去Me. Engine.,而保留奖学金
当时第0.001秒钟心里就千百个不愿意
总算搞懂了自己的心,原来是向着物理的
谢谢妈妈,呵呵
接下来,NUSoffer我science
也就是说我可以选science里面的物理
刚搞清楚一样东西,又要烦另一样了= =
而NUS的奖学金没有那么早收到通知
又在deadline逼近的时候,终究要作出选择。。
最后,我选择了NTU
虽然到迟迟不确定,因为NUS和NTU的ranking实在差太多了
一个这么好的机会要放弃真的不容易
可是终是要取舍吧!人生总是不能尽如人意
这样才叫人生
我觉得NTU这间大学比较适合我
套用nelly在她的blog里写的东西
“大学的经历不需要完美,更不需要受最好的顶尖的教育。因为你未必能吸收,也未必有足够的心智能力去应对。有机会一下子去到很远很好的外国名校,那是很好,但有强求的必要吗?没有又怎样?absorption coefficient不够高的话,即使去到哈佛你赚到的也不会增加多少。
管他什么哪个大学比较好,在这个问题上纠结太久没有意义。南大不是最顶尖的学校,但这段时间内,我在这里学到了很多。学物理学得很开心,更对人生、友情、道德价值观有进一步的体会。我喜欢这个地方,它的很多小径都曾回荡过我的歌声,ADM有过很多我仰望星空冥想(好吧,我承认有一半时间去那里是为了放声哭泣)的月夜回忆,lab里总有我们几个努力啃书、认真讨论、偶尔欢笑聊天的时光。不管是明亮还是黑暗的回忆,都很实在。
其实我相信,即使在国大那样压力逼人的环境下,回首看过去的时候,也一定会有同样的体悟吧?
这样想着想着,忽然觉得,国大也好,南大也好。小朋友只要抱着积极的态度去体验大学生活,不管是哪间大学,都会教她一堂宝贵的人生之课,她会受用一生。这样就好了,不是吗?”
看完了这段话,觉得很有道理
我会抱着积极的态度去体验大学生活
没有后悔
我的字典里没有后悔!!!
刘佳晴,加油加油加油!
好,现在去decline NUS的 offer 去~
physics or mechanical engineering?
2/18/2012 @ 04:20
刚收到HKUST的offer letter也是offer我的first choice, 可是这件大学我放的first choice是mechanical engineering, 也是一样有scholarships offer.
so right now, I have two choices
first, mechanical engineering
second, physics/applied physics
为什么当初要这样放choice?
我真是犯贱女人= =
回想起,其实我高一想读化学工程
高二高三想读机械工程,
申请时,太爱物理了,再加上拿到物理十大(虽然我觉得这个十大很有问题,应该是幸运才拿到的), 就碰碰运气, 申请NTU时填physics as first choice, 申请NUS和HKUST时就放mech. engine
我当时想,这两个programme both should be okay for me
但是当收到offer letter
主这次没有替我选择
要自己作出选择,一切又显得那么困难
感觉我一直跨不过去。。
上网search了一下 difference between physics and mech. engine
有些结果和分析
1- Engineering is a trade. Physics is an art.
That said, with engineering you are concerned with real life issues/problems, focusing largely on the practical aspects of math, physics, chem, bio, or whatever else. Physics on the other hand, is much more "noble," because it is truly and wholly an intellectual pursuit... in my opinion, it is something you want to do (as a career) only if you are completely fascinated by it and willing to sacrifice most of your life for it. However, it can also be a good basic degree that involves a lot of math and thinking.
If you find math and physics "beautiful" such that you are inspired and your blood warms at the thought of learning the basic principles of this world through the application of math and logic, and if you find that you are interested in the underlying principles of this world and the fascinating correlation between the governing theories pertaining to nature, then physics may be for you.
However, if you are just "good" at math/physics and don't mind the bland utilization of these vast topics as tools then you are looking at engineering. In my experience engineers tend to be much better at number crunching while physicists/mathematicians are much better at thinking... many don't even care about numbers, they work with symbols.
As far as college curricula are concerned... with engineering you will learn many hard skills, like using CAD tools, or oscilloscopes, or techniques of fabricating/designing a certain piece of hardware/software/structure/robot, and you will learn many specific parts of mathematics, picking and choosing things that are most applicable to real life. You will not, for instance, be concerned with string theory or a lot of things in cosmology. You will also ignore many or all parts of quantum mechanics. Your classes will be much more concerned with design and application.
Physics curricula is concerned about all aspects of physics, broken up into classical and modern, usually. Your courses will be very similar, and they will involve learning increasingly abstract concepts and realizing them through mathematics. Your studies will be geared towards preparing you for grad school, and so you may also get introduced to ongoing research.
Myself, I am a beginning engineering student and most of the above info comes from a lot of research, and the general impression I have been getting... so don't hold me to anything, of course. Personally, I love physics but feel that I just don't have the level of devotion it requires.
feedback - I just feel that I am in the middle, physics is such an gorgeous and inspiring subject. I still can't figure out which one I am more suitable to be.
Feedback - Am I a good thinker or a good applier?
2 - Both are good thinkers and appliers, but one is the better thinker and one is the better applier, but we BOTH need each other to succeed with our ideas.
Feedback - Am I a good thinker or a good applier?
3- if you get a bsc in physics and it won't help you get good paying job as much as an engineering degree.
Feedback - seriously? 0.0 har.....
4 -
the two courses are very different, being science vs engineering, so all the usual "understanding vs applying" arguments apply.
Firstly in terms of difficulty and respect garnered I would have to rank physics the highest of all subjects. There will be tons of maths involved and you will learn all about the underlying forces of the universe. Quantum mechanics, relativity, particle physics and atomic structure etc are these things that interest you?
If you find yourself reading articles in say new scientist about antimatter and the Higg's boson then that's going to be an indication about which one to choose, as physics is all about exploring and trying to understand these concepts and theories. With the exception of thermodynamics I don't think you will go too deep into natural laws with mechanical engineering.
On the other hand mechanical engineering is highly employable because it's so useful. If you're more interested in building machines/cars etc (doing and enjoying this stuff in the past is pointer) then I'm sure it's highly rewarding. I would also argue that you're more likely to make a measurable impact in this field, as much of front line physics is so mathematical and conceptually impossible, or expensive ie CERN.
So having a good degree in ME will pretty much guarantee you instant employment because it's in such demand. However I would think physics graduates earn just as much and probably more, because they can walk into many different jobs. It's just that getting a direct job in physics is quite hard.
So really you should do it based on what you've found most interesting so far in life. They are both good degrees, it's just that in my opinion physics will open your mind more, although as I said don't be too surprised to not find yourself working in that field later on if you do choose it.
feedback - of course I am interested in Quantum mechanics, relativity, particle physics and atomic structure! They sound cool. One of the reason I am in dilemma is engineering doesn't have these courses =( yea, I read those types of article. Building machines/cars etc would be fine to me also. It sounds interesting also! arghhh.... DILEMMA DILEMMA!!!
5 - Ultimately, you should do what you enjoy. With a Physics degree you will be very employable, equally, if not more so, than a Mech Eng grad. I'm doing a Physics degree and I have a friend who's just graduate with a first in mech eng, in his fourth year he was doing Maths that I did in my first term. If you want a challenging and rewarding degree Physics is your subject..
Feedback - Should I take this as a challenge or a risk? lol
6 - I am myself biased towards physics so take what I say with a pinch of salt. But try to imagine yourself doing mechanical engineering. There would I'm sure be a lot of practical work in which you'd have to build prototypes of engines and systems, and as in all walks of engineering, it doesn't matter how good your theory/plan is, if it doesn't work in practice then it's no good.
Physics on the other hand is often about imagining perfect systems which can be solved exactly (eg for quantum mechanics, see particle in a box, quantum harmonic oscillator and particle on a ring). For the enthusiastic student there is a certain amount of natural beauty here as it's very satisfying to be able to find exact solutions for systems. Of course in real life these conditions are hardly ever replicated, but e.g. for my subject chemistry we also learn these perfect models and then later learn to modify the conditions and approximate reasonably answers, with the models still being a good basis, and conceptually useful.
So just have a think about what you really find interesting, Imagine you're at university chatting in the bar. If some of your mates are talking about the merits of big bang vs steady state theory, are you going to feel left out if you're studying mechanical engineering? On the other hand if you're not fussed about intellectual snobbery and want to (literally) get your hand dirty and make something that's going to have a direct impact in people's lives, then ME is an excellent choice. But in my opinion it's always best to choose the thing you're most interested in to study, careers and money can follow on later.
Just to touch on your query about transferring to ME later, that's something you would really need to research e.g. by directly emailing some physics and ME tutors. To my knowledge there is a certain amount of transferrence that goes on between science and engineering, but the more common ones I've heard of are chemistry -> chemical engineering and physics -> electronics engineering. I think you need to be more careful about physics -> ME as the latter is all about designing things that actually work in practice. I have some physics friends who are geniuses, yet couldn't change a lightbulb if their life depended on it. So I think transferring from a highly conceptual subject to a highly practical subject is less common, although I think there may be conversion courses.
Feedback - Both are okay for me. Seriously! Why am I so flexible? =o= btw, I wish I know how to change a lightbulb.. Wait, I already know how to change, lol><
One is highly practical, another one is highly conceptual.
how to choose how to choose?
of course, I have to take sexual(female or male), scholarships, etc into my consideration.
Help me =(
09/02/12
2/09/2012 @ 07:55
好吧,我确实好久好久没有更新我的部落格了
时常想写的时候,电脑不在我的身边
之后又懒了
有心无力哈 =^=
这段时间发生了好多事情
从统考成绩放榜,拿到8科A1,到物理十大,再到NTU录取,去面试和拿到奖学金
这一切一切好像发梦一样
感谢主对我的眷顾
最近就在坤成做工,没什么特别的事
开心的是,我拿到了第一份薪水啦!
别人都说第一份薪水都要花光,这样以后才会陆续有得赚
所以我就决定花光啦
可是那笔800块,原来要花掉,是很容易的
本来还想要买好多东西,给家人钱,又要准备自己的零用和搭车费
发现到一点也不够用=.=
我想买一个新钱包
我想买JJ的专辑
我想买鞋
我想买高腰裙
。。。。。。
=(
可是不急啦,慢慢买也不迟
反正我也不是要什么名牌
觉得最近精神恍惚
我也不知道为什么那么犯贱突然去看那两个人的fb
已经很久不要去看了
看见了他们还在和他的他们在一起
第一个,差不多也三年了吧
第二个,也差不多有两年
之后晚上还在pasar malam看到其中两个。。
不是眼红
而是。。我也不知道为什么会伤心
觉得自己不惹人喜欢
不然都不会离开我而和她们在一起那么久
也想过,他们会不会有那么一点点想起我
想起我的时候是怎么样的?
觉得自己真的不够好
不然都不会被离弃。。。
觉得自己的魅力不够
无法捉住一个人的心
突然有种想哭的感觉。。
今天看几米的《幸运儿》也哭了
唉。。最近特别emo
希望快点过这段emo期
拜托,那已经是几百年前的事情了
要伤心也伤心过了。。
还是把精神专注在知识上吧
tammy 和 nelly 说得对
make good use of this time
希望我可以办到
笑一个
唉。。
随笔
1/01/2012 @ 10:20
年少无知
曲:黄贯中 词:林若宁 唱:林保怡/陈豪/黄德斌
林: 年少多好 顽劣多好
不甘安於封建制度里
迷信上街真理会达到
旗帜高举 群众声讨
不惜牺牲一切去上诉
权贵的想法太俗套
只可惜生活是一堆挫折
只可惜生命是必须妥协
陈: 年少多好 穷困多好
一蚊积蓄足以快乐到
廉价结他抒发我暴躁
财富得到 年岁不保
捐输不必讲究有扣报
人世间总会有异数
只可惜生活是一声发泄
只可惜生命是一声抱歉 怕追到
合: 如果 命运能选举
十字街口你我踏出的每步更潇洒
如何 命运能坦白
旧日所相信价值不必接受时代的糟蹋
黄: 年少多好 朋友多好
一番争执不会有被告
游戏竞争不会记入脑
年岁增长 无法修补
青春的诗总会老 时间多恐怖
合: 如果 命运能选举
十字街口你我踏出的每步无用困惑
如何 命运能坦白
旧日所相信价值今天发现还未老
如果 命运能演习
现实中不致接纳一生每步残酷抉择
留守 过去的想法
我会否好像这样生於世上无目的鞭挞
刚刚看完了天与地的大结局
其实也没有一直追这套戏
有时妈妈有在看的时候我坐在那里也一起看
说实在的
这部电视剧是香港电视剧里头最特别的一部
当然,看到这些大人物演员,有陈豪、林保怡、佘诗曼啊等等
就知道这部戏不简单
《金枝欲孽》古代后宫的斗争
《珠光宝气》有钱人的生活,金钱的欲望
反观这套《天与地》说的是人生中的选择、价值观和身不由己
这令我觉得真实多了
或许有些观众觉得整套戏很闷,甚至恶心(因为有吃人片段)
所以导致这部戏的收视率很低=(
可是我想分享的是
其中扮演DJ的佘诗曼在戏里说的话很有意思
她和我们分享很多人生中的选择和无奈
还有在人生中所面对的种种诱惑
也很佩服编剧,能写出这么好的剧本
透过Rock and Roll,告诉大家不要忘记最初的梦想
和自己做人的原则
最后这首片尾曲可说是概括了整套戏想要表达的信息
请,用心聆听 =)




